Hey Everybody,

It's been ages since I made an entry! Don't think I can really be bothered to write anything extra special in this entry, lol seeing as nobody really reads them anyway. But yeah...found this on toothpaste for dinner, made me smile:



:P Spose to be honest, killing teenagers who download music illegally is pretty much the only plan they have of stopping people. lol...well you l33ch0rz better watch your backs! :P

Wow thought: What if there was a civil ware between the RIAA and the rest of the world, now that would make a good film.

Anyway, I'm off now :) gorgeous weather at the moment by the way.

:DDDDDDD

-TheSecretRomantic xXx

Hey Everybody,

Has been a while since I made a post but to be honest I can't really be bothered to make them anymore...it's not like anybody reads them. Anyway saw this today on toothpastefordinner.com :) made me laugh...

ATTENTION CAM WHORES

:D Hehe...

Love that!

Lol first saw it on Blade Trinity (or might have been Blade 2) can't remember which. And there's these teenagers killing a whole bunch of vampires and one of the guys has a sticker saying "Hello my name is fuck you", I found this thing where you can write your own name on them (click the picture to check it out) so yeah...

Stuck it on my profile :P I love random shit from the internet. I can't be arsed to make a proper entry tonight, but will probably write one soon. Speak soon xxx

-TheSecretRomantic xXx

Hey Everybody,

Haven't made a post for a little while, been pretty lazy to be honest. Anyway, here's the Friday Five lol...thought I might as well do them...

1) 10 years ago what did you think you would be doing now?
Well 10 years ago I was only five, so didn't really worry much about the future lol...

2) Where do you think you will be in 5 years from now?
Hmm 5 years from now I think I'll be at uni studying computer science :) I'll be living in a flat I rekon...that I'm renting with Anne :) and we're together now and everythings amazing...hmmm maybe I'm being a bit optimisitic...but everyone's got dreams rite?

3) Do you live life one day at a time or look to the future.
I would say I do a bit of both. I spend half my time dreaming of the future :) and how it'll be so much better than things are now, but to pass the time until those times arrive I think of life as a day to day thing...just take each thing as it comes...

4) Do you wish you could go back in time and undo something in your life?
Not really...the things I've done are what make me who I am...what's the point of being someone different to me? I kinda like myself...but spose I would have told myself not to let myself get so fat...

5) If you could send a message back in time and give a younger version of yourself some advice, what would it be?
Heh...see before...

Anyway, today's been shit, been in a crap mood. Just sick of all this really...I can't even be arsed to write about it to be honest.

-TheSecretRomantic xXx

Hey Everybody,

Just listening to Hawthorne Heights at the moment. That's where the title comes from. :) Song called The Transition. Haven't really thought about what the song is about yet, but just heard that lyric in the middle of it :) and love it. Just so fitting for me at the moment, constantly reminded of stuff that happened, memories of like meeting Anne at christmas and at half term. I'll wait for her :) sadly might be a long wait, but I can sit it out.

Anyway, only like 4 weeks until I see her again, well probably 5, nah 4 and 1/2 by now. Hmm...

Kinda boring day today. Some dude in Chemistry squirted water on my coursework and ruined it :) which means I have to redo it, which I'm pissed off about. Lol it's funny that the days when you feel bad, bad stuff happens and makes it worse :)

Anyway none of that matters now, because although I was in a shit mood earlier I'm in an amazing mood now :) just got off the phone to Anne, haven't spoken to her in ages :) was just amazing to hear her voice again. Anyway, she's online at the moment so gonna go talk to her, speak to everybody soon.

-TheSecretRomantic xXx

Check that shizz out!

Lol this is supposed to be a road sign for my life. Apparently I'm going to have children before I achieve hapiness :S Actually looking at this on the whole, it's not looking too great. I'm going to begin by having a child :) not so bad...children are great :)...then I'm going to achieve happiness :) GREAT happiness would be cool...then I'm going to go bankrupt...SORRY?!? WHAT NOW?!?! ruined the whole happiness thing. Then I'm going to get dummped...also shitty news...but apparently I'm going to finish off by being rich...let's just hope money DOES bring you happiness otherwise I'm going to die a depressed old man.

God I love the bullshit you can find on the internet. How could we live without it? Follow the link and give it a go yourself lol let me know what you get in the comments...

Anyway, enough of the random mumbo-jumbo...think I'm going to talk a little about today. Well, today wasn't that great to be honest, nothing really happened. Just lessons all day. I bought some credit, so at least I can text Anne (not like she's texting back at the moment anyway). Tis kinda gay really, because at the moment it's the only way I've got of contacting her. Her phone at home and internet haven't been put in yet, and calling her on her mobile costs a flipping fortune. :) So yeah can only communicate by texts, o yeah that and the letters we've been writing each other :) but she's still writing her next one to me at the moment :P so much for writing them the day we recieved the last one...so yeah :) not great...meh I'll get over it *comes out of whiney mode*

Listening to Dashboard at the moment, that's never good for improving the mood.

I need to get History Coursework done, but I really can't be arsed, means I'm going to be rushing it tommorow night, and Wednesday night and it's going to be really shit. Aww well it's only a draft, it can afford to be rubbish, I'll just have to work really hard on the real thing.

Anyway bored now, so going to go find something else to do :) will speak to everybody soon.

-TheSecretRomantic

Hey Everybody,

Just making a quick post because I'm pretty bored.

Just joined a community, which is pretty popular at the moment because it was on the spotlight section of the homepage about a week ago, anyway I've joined it, incase I run out of things to write entries about or if I'm really bored like now and feel like engaging in some mindless and pointless answering of questions.

Anyway, here are some questions that were posted on the community which I shall now answer :P...

1) When does liking someone a lot become loving that person?
Hmm...tough question. I think often, deep down you just know. But to be honest I've been in situations before where I thought I loved someone when I didn't really. But I think you just know deep down when you're in love, and as you get older and get more experience you can probably trust what your heart is telling you more. I remember reading somewhere "if you can't get someone out of your head, then there's probably a reason they're there", I'm a believer in that, when you wake up every morning and think of that person, and think about that person just before you go to bed, and more often than not think about that person every minute in between the two of those, I think you can safely say then you're probably in love, either that or obbsessed :P to be honest there's a very fine line between the two. Hmmm I'm not to great at answering this question...it's difficult...I just found I knew I was in love...just KNEW! kay? :P Let me know what you think in comments please, would be interesting to see what other people come up with.

2) Is there a job you would do for free, and is it your current job?
Well obviously at the moment I don't have a job. As for a job I'd do for free...hmm perhaps working as a butler at Anne's house lol, at least that way I'd get to spend more time with her. But I think to be honest I'm not hugely bothered what job I have, I'm not going to let my job define my happiness in life, I'd rather leave that for the people I love and stuff like that!

3) What is one person/thing that inspired you to take action of some sort?
I'm not really sure what to say for that. Because everyday there will be something that inspires me to take action of some sort. :P like not wanting to get a detention in French makes me do my homework (well in most cases anyway!). I can think of some but really can't be bothered to type them lol.

4) Though you might not believe in it, would you like fate to exist?
I hope fate exists, I like the sound of there being somebody out there perfectly matched for somebody else, I think it's probably a bit of a fantasy, but I think people are sometimes definetly drawn together by fate. Heh maybe I'm just being naive, but to be honest, the chances of me and Anne being drawn together are like next to none, we live 200 miles apart, there is no possible way we could have met if it wasn't for some shitty internet radio station lol, but now I personally have no doubts about her being perfect for me. So I believe that in some cases there is somebody perfect out there for you, you just have to be lucky enough to find them.

5) What's the kindest thing that anyone has ever done for you?
Wow urm...not sure really. There are probably a thousand things that I should say, there are many things I'm grateful for. But I think kindest thing anybody has ever done for me, and the things I appreciate most, is loving me :).

Anyway, so there were the five questions, there will probably be more next week if I get bored enough to fill them in. Anyway speak to everybody soon, hope you all had a brilliant weekend!

-TheSecretRomantic xXx

Hey Everybody,

:O 3 posts in 3 days? Woah...am I feeling ok?

Anyway, back home now obviously. Profile was fucking awesome last night lol was good to rock out. Hurts now though lol, well my legs feel fine now, :P kept getting cramp in them last night, but I've got a few cuts and brusies from being in the pit, but was totally worth it! Totally amazing evening. So thanks to everyone who made it awesome :P hmmm, think I'm gonna mention some names but soz if I miss people out!

Chris, Gabby, Dan, Lucy, Catherine, Jasmine, Josh, Gregg, Lavan, Matt (think that was his name anyway :P), The Dude Who Hit Me In The Head In The Mosh Pit For No Reason (hehe beat-down crew wanker :P), urm Jim (his band rocks!), Fit Guy From Simple Reason, Ellis and his homeboys, Jess, Tom, Guy, That Tall Dude Lavan Was Talking To, The Guy Who Told Me To Calm Down, urm yeah think that's everyone I can think of at the moment. Cheers everybody you rule!

O yeah, new layout, incase you hadn't noticed :P got bored of the other one. But this one really isn't much better, the template designs on LJ are shit to be honest. But never mind...

Oh yeah my dad dropped my laptop around about an hour ago! He cleaned out the fan and now it's working again :D so yeah everything's kl!

Missing my angel. Lots. Oww.

Anyway can't be arsed to type anymore at the moment! Plus, REALLY need to do History Coursework even though I REALLY can't be arsed. Speak to everybody soon xxx

-TheSecretRomantic

Hey Everybody,

Bored so thought I'd make another entry. At my dads at the moment, nobody is really online so just rambling about rubbish to pass the time.

Today's title comes from a really bad joke that my dad told in the car today, check it out:

So...three men break out of a prisoner of war camp during world war two, an englishman, a scotsman, and an irishman. They run away from the camp and into the nearby village.

Soon the German guards come chasing after them and decide to search the local village. The englishman hides in the barn with the sheep, the German guards have a look inside and the englishman goes "Baaahhh", the German guards go, never mind thats just a sheep!

So next the Scotsman hides in with all the cows, and when the German guards come to check the barn he goes "Moooo" and the guards walk away convinced that it was a cow.

Finally the Irishman dives into a pile of hay, and the German guards arrive and poke their bayonnettes around in the hay, and the Irishman shouts "POTATOES".


Is it just me or is that joke REALLY not funny! :P

Hmmmm anyway...Profile tonight! Should be awesome! Can't wait for Ash's band to play, they're gonna kick arse. Going back to Gregg's afterwards as well, so yh all in all should be an awesome night.

I'm off now to go bowling! Seeyaz.

-TheSecretRomantic xXx

Hey Everybody,

Just making a quick post because I'm bored out of my bloody mind! In sys con at the moment, sposed to be working on my paperwork for the coursework which isn't due in until March, this is so pointless because the practical part of the coursework which I've barely started is due in like next week. I really need to be doing practical but :P we're stuck in the computer room...so thats great...

Anyway, enough about Sys Con! Guess I've broken my new years resolution then of trying to blog every week. Haven't posted on here in like a month lol, probably longer actually.

But can't be bothered to fill you in on everything that has happened in this last month :P far too lazy!

Lmcso...funny conversation with Larry this morning in maths...sent him a photo of Anne last night and so this morning in maths he said that even HE'D fuck her :P god he's a bullshitter...she really wouldn't want to go near him. At least don't think she would :P unless she's really into the shocking ugly and sick type :P

Other than that nothing has really happened today, it's been pretty boring.

Profile tommorow! That should kick arse! And then sleeping over at Greggs that night, and REALLY need to do history the next day lol because it's due in Thursday this week and I've barely even started the second section.

Anyway off now! Only gotta suffer another 10 mins of this lesson! Yay!

L8erz xXx

-TheSecretRomantic